Somewhere Over The Rainbow

'You disappeared ad?!' Everyone is saying this to me when I was in segamat. Just didn't online for few days mah. But I think it won't make any difference also if I really disappear. lol. NO one can't live without anyone. By the way, I'M BACK! I don't hope to disappear in this world so soon. lol. I was laughing when I was reading your post. Maybe I should really try to forget about the past so that I won't be suffering. Don't know what should I do. Hope it'll be a right decision. Perhaps. It may seems like to be one of my strength, but it may also turned out to be my weakness which can kill me anytime.

而且不止一天，还是两天！XD 为了迎接琪琪的到来，我们全部JB人很有义气，全部都一起出来，带她到处吃吃逛逛。=D 25/9 12pm cs meet. Neway. Shopping. 6.15pm went back. 26/9 10am meet. Kuey teow kia as breakfast. KSL. Cheelicious. La Gourmat. Sutera mall. Japaness food buffet! 10pm went back. ;D Had a fun and awesome outing with qiqi, wenwen, vivian, eleen, dylan and dai sheng! Really eat and laugh lotz! Especially in the japaness buffet restaurant, ' I'm in heaven now! ' What a typical! Really thanks you all lotz! ;D

This time, I'm really lazy. Especially in reading people's mind. I won't ask more. I won't try to get more. I realised something. Complicated. Now I'm just standing at aside to see what is happening. Suddenly, I don't hope to be one of them in future. So, what must I do now? Erm.... I think don't do anything will be the best solution ever! LOL. Actually I can't really understand what's the purpose of being like that. I think it doesn't seems like a good way. Just trying to find somebody to... Sorry. Be more considerate, independent, and mature bit, my friend. :)

I promise, I'll try my best to keep it. I hope it won't be a broken promise, for you, as well as for myself. I hope to be a trustworthy person. I don't hope to repeat my mistake again, which really made me regret lotz. I really learnt from my mistake. Sorry, can't tell you. So yours, is safe to keep with me also. Don't worry. :) 'You are a good friend of mine.' This statement is really funny! Don't trust me so much, you might regret. XP Haha. Honestly, yesterday's conversation really made me laugh a lot. haha. XD I can't really sure all those words are true anot, but at least now, I consider as true, I mean what you told me yesterday. Btw, really thanks for trusting me. I like the feeling of being trusted by others. So I'll try my best not to disappointing you. :) I think I'll say all those words maybe cause I'm sympathy toward you? Don't know. Anything. But I really consider you as my friend. Trying be sincere...

其实，我一直都在寻找斗嘴对手。 斗嘴，是以开玩笑并轻松的方式斗嘴。并非真的有找碴的意思。 而我认为斗嘴的最高境界呢，就是不管把话说得多难听，可能有时听起来会很伤人，但对方都会清楚明了彼此绝对没有要伤害彼此的意思，只是其中一种的沟通方式。过后还是可以很愉快轻松的继续话题。那么两个人应该会很有默契。至少现在的我是这么想的。 以前我想过你有可能成为我的对手，因为我们曾经能肆无忌惮的开着玩笑。但随着时间的流逝，渐渐生疏。对话也变得循规蹈矩。气氛变了。 如果，没有如果。 有些人仅仅只是为了排解寂寞而寻找解闷对象。仅仅只是彼此的解闷对象。绝对是。 仅仅如此。没有例外。只是选择之一，并非唯一。画好界线。 当生活充满了别的事物，彼此什么都不会是。