Somewhere Over The Rainbow

The chinese new year is coming soon! It's tomorrow! But when I grow older, I don't really looking forward for chinese new year. Sien. LOL. Maybe come back batu pahat is one of the reason. LOL. This year, same problem again. Why must some people talk to their family in such a sarcastic tone?! I just don't understand. Teasing your own family made you happier?! Not everybody will take it as a joke, cause I think you really mean it. Especially they are all your close family.  'You're getting fatter hor? Just went KL for few months then become fatter so much?! I thought last time you all said no matter how much you eat you won't become fatter also?! So it's your mummy's problem in taking care of your diet?!'  Repeating the same sentence for not only one time, but THREE TIMES. If you said one time only, I still can accept it, because I admit, it's truth. But why must you keep repeating like scare nobody know it and you won't get bored of it? Eve...

HAPPY BIG BIRTHDAY to my dearest PAPPA and JAY CHOU aka ah lun!<3 :P Love you all lotz and wish you all have all best things in life! :D Every year sure will do the same things - Post on facebook and wish them. :D This year even forced my housemates to say happy birthday to them! Haha. XD Thanks for entertaining me by giving them your all's wishes nah! Thanks lotz! ;P HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPPA AND AH LUN AGAIN! <3 ;P

Speechless. Cheer and make the best decision. You can do it. ;) Maybe the world is just filled with illusion. Keep thinking about the same problem and hope to come out with a solution. Sometimes keep thinking about: Am I too naive? See so many cases, and the conclusion is like good people may not have a good and happy ending while the 'evil' one may get what they want and live happily. What happens to this world? Should it happen in this way? Or sometimes we should be selfish a bit? Now I'm lost in the middle of the road once again. What I really want? What is real? What is fake? How should I treat people? Should I be more self-protective or treat people whole-heartedly, maybe sometimes will be willing to be making use by others, then just smile and forget? It's really hard to find the balance point for this two aspect. Maybe should make a new decision again. A wise one to minimize the impact. Sometimes it can be really hurt. Tomorrow going to attend two lab class...

靠自己，靠自己，靠自己！ 实用则存，不用则殆。 真真假假，看不清，也不想看清。 有时知道比不知道好。 到底在做些什么？我依然分不清。 做好自己最重要。 有点伤心的说。我不会相信。我可以，自己一个人，面对，问题，解决，可以。 头脑已不清醒。到底是怎么回事。所以也别问我。

2011的最后一天，收拾着过去的书本，偶然地发现了2009年的diari。翻开看看，发现一篇很38的文章，决定在把它丢掉之前，把这事记录记录一下。一字未减，看看那sampat的过去！看过就算了huh!XD ～ 《绝对男友》观后感 ～ 27/7 （星期一） 星期五，伤心的一天，因为我的最爱大结局了！！超喜欢x1000这个戏的！！这是第三部我觉得超好看的戏，第一部喜欢的日剧，第一部我最为之疯狂，情绪低落，哭最多，最爱，最想拥有它的DVD的戏！！我真的是超级无敌喜欢这部戏的！！都快把他当成我生命中的一部分了！！我想我已经快为他疯了！！快收起心情吧！ 最后，他死了。其实也不是死，而是无法再启动和修复了。好伤心 x2。梨衣子和莊志去了巴黎。我好喜欢奈特的一举一动，他好可爱哦！Haha…我好像都好喜欢可爱可爱的男演员哦！哈…他真的是全心全意，一心一意地只对梨衣子好，天天都想尽方法，让梨衣子开心，幸福，快乐，开心和伤心的时候都一直守候在他身边，不求回报。我想拥有这样的朋友和男友真的是超棒且三生有幸的！ 第二天，超伤心的！好像自己的亲人好友离开似的，情绪真的是超低落的…下午，在pelangi popular看到了最终章。但最终章他还是死掉了…很伤心… 笑过就请把它忘了吧！:P

心目中最美的人，未必是最爱的那个。 心目中最爱的人，未必是最美的那个。 谢谢，尽管那可能不是发自真心，只是充场面，哄人开心的话，但我依然感谢。谢谢。esporty。 :D 有些承诺虽然只是空口承诺，永远都不可能会兑现，但你至少也该因为那人肯为你做出承诺而感到欣慰吧。

班上有个长得像周杰伦的人！我称他为小周，多好听的一个名呀！:P 不错，至少上课多了一点乐趣。:P 这还要多亏了Eng Sheng！:D 希望以后有机会做个朋友。:P