Somewhere Over The Rainbow

The chinese new year is coming soon! It's tomorrow! But when I grow older, I don't really looking forward for chinese new year. Sien. LOL. Maybe come back batu pahat is one of the reason. LOL. This year, same problem again. Why must some people talk to their family in such a sarcastic tone?! I just don't understand. Teasing your own family made you happier?! Not everybody will take it as a joke, cause I think you really mean it. Especially they are all your close family.  'You're getting fatter hor? Just went KL for few months then become fatter so much?! I thought last time you all said no matter how much you eat you won't become fatter also?! So it's your mummy's problem in taking care of your diet?!'  Repeating the same sentence for not only one time, but THREE TIMES. If you said one time only, I still can accept it, because I admit, it's truth. But why must you keep repeating like scare nobody know it and you won't get bored of it? Eve...

HAPPY BIG BIRTHDAY to my dearest PAPPA and JAY CHOU aka ah lun!<3 :P Love you all lotz and wish you all have all best things in life! :D Every year sure will do the same things - Post on facebook and wish them. :D This year even forced my housemates to say happy birthday to them! Haha. XD Thanks for entertaining me by giving them your all's wishes nah! Thanks lotz! ;P HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPPA AND AH LUN AGAIN! <3 ;P

Speechless. Cheer and make the best decision. You can do it. ;) Maybe the world is just filled with illusion. Keep thinking about the same problem and hope to come out with a solution. Sometimes keep thinking about: Am I too naive? See so many cases, and the conclusion is like good people may not have a good and happy ending while the 'evil' one may get what they want and live happily. What happens to this world? Should it happen in this way? Or sometimes we should be selfish a bit? Now I'm lost in the middle of the road once again. What I really want? What is real? What is fake? How should I treat people? Should I be more self-protective or treat people whole-heartedly, maybe sometimes will be willing to be making use by others, then just smile and forget? It's really hard to find the balance point for this two aspect. Maybe should make a new decision again. A wise one to minimize the impact. Sometimes it can be really hurt. Tomorrow going to attend two lab class...

靠自己，靠自己，靠自己！ 实用则存，不用则殆。 真真假假，看不清，也不想看清。 有时知道比不知道好。 到底在做些什么？我依然分不清。 做好自己最重要。 有点伤心的说。我不会相信。我可以，自己一个人，面对，问题，解决，可以。 头脑已不清醒。到底是怎么回事。所以也别问我。