confusing?

This time, I'm really lazy. Especially in reading people's mind.
I won't ask more. I won't try to get more.
I realised something. Complicated.
Now I'm just standing at aside to see what is happening.
Suddenly, I don't hope to be one of them in future.
So, what must I do now?
Erm.... I think don't do anything will be the best solution ever! LOL.
Actually I can't really understand what's the purpose of being like that. I think it doesn't seems like a good way. Just trying to find somebody to... Sorry. Be more considerate, independent, and mature bit, my friend. :)