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31.12.2011 - end of 2011

2011的最后一天,收拾着过去的书本,偶然地发现了2009年的diari。翻开看看,发现一篇很38的文章,决定在把它丢掉之前,把这事记录记录一下。一字未减,看看那sampat的过去!看过就算了huh!XD ~ 《绝对男友》观后感 ~ 27/7 (星期一) 星期五,伤心的一天,因为我的最爱大结局了!!超喜欢x1000这个戏的!!这是第三部我觉得超好看的戏,第一部喜欢的日剧,第一部我最为之疯狂,情绪低落,哭最多,最爱,最想拥有它的DVD的戏!!我真的是超级无敌喜欢这部戏的!!都快把他当成我生命中的一部分了!!我想我已经快为他疯了!!快收起心情吧! 最后,他死了。其实也不是死,而是无法再启动和修复了。好伤心 x2。梨衣子和莊志去了巴黎。我好喜欢奈特的一举一动,他好可爱哦!Haha…我好像都好喜欢可爱可爱的男演员哦!哈…他真的是全心全意,一心一意地只对梨衣子好,天天都想尽方法,让梨衣子开心,幸福,快乐,开心和伤心的时候都一直守候在他身边,不求回报。我想拥有这样的朋友和男友真的是超棒且三生有幸的! 第二天,超伤心的!好像自己的亲人好友离开似的,情绪真的是超低落的…下午,在pelangi popular看到了最终章。但最终章他还是死掉了…很伤心… 笑过就请把它忘了吧!:P

最爱

心目中最美的人,未必是最爱的那个。 心目中最爱的人,未必是最美的那个。 谢谢,尽管那可能不是发自真心,只是充场面,哄人开心的话,但我依然感谢。谢谢。esporty。 :D 有些承诺虽然只是空口承诺,永远都不可能会兑现,但你至少也该因为那人肯为你做出承诺而感到欣慰吧。

小周

班上有个长得像周杰伦的人!我称他为小周,多好听的一个名呀!:P 不错,至少上课多了一点乐趣。:P 这还要多亏了Eng Sheng!:D 希望以后有机会做个朋友。:P

update

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Too many things happened and wanna update. Keep waiting and waiting until I forgot everything. == Happy birthday to qiqi! Just past few minutes ago. lol. So many 'lucky' incidents happened today. Rush to bio lab class right after woke up without having breakfast and late for almost 1 hour++ cause all of us don't know today got lab class at all. == Luckily our lecturer is kind enough to forgive us and let us to do our experiment. Raining cats and dogs at night when we wanna go eat steamboat. When we reached, just found out that that restaurant didn't sell steamboat anymore. What a lucky day. == All of us working together and give qiqi some surprise. I love the feeling of everybody are working together for the same things. :D Qiqi's 18th birthday card! ;D Besides, there's a second birthday surprise for alisa! alisa's 18th birthday card! Cute wey~ :P It was like doing two art assignments in 1 week. Title: Birthday card for qiqi and alisa Art ...

disappear?

'You disappeared ad?!' Everyone is saying this to me when I was in segamat. Just didn't online for few days mah. But I think it won't make any difference also if I really disappear. lol. NO one can't live without anyone. By the way, I'M BACK! I don't hope to disappear in this world so soon. lol. I was laughing when I was reading your post. Maybe I should really try to forget about the past so that I won't be suffering. Don't know what should I do. Hope it'll be a right decision. Perhaps. It may seems like to be one of my strength, but it may also turned out to be my weakness which can kill me anytime.

在KL见不够,回JB又见?!XD

而且不止一天,还是两天!XD 为了迎接琪琪的到来,我们全部JB人很有义气,全部都一起出来,带她到处吃吃逛逛。=D 25/9 12pm cs meet. Neway. Shopping. 6.15pm went back. 26/9 10am meet. Kuey teow kia as breakfast. KSL. Cheelicious. La Gourmat. Sutera mall. Japaness food buffet! 10pm went back. ;D Had a fun and awesome outing with qiqi, wenwen, vivian, eleen, dylan and dai sheng! Really eat and laugh lotz! Especially in the japaness buffet restaurant, ' I'm in heaven now! ' What a typical! Really thanks you all lotz! ;D

confusing?

This time, I'm really lazy. Especially in reading people's mind. I won't ask more. I won't try to get more. I realised something. Complicated. Now I'm just standing at aside to see what is happening. Suddenly, I don't hope to be one of them in future. So, what must I do now? Erm.... I think don't do anything will be the best solution ever! LOL. Actually I can't really understand what's the purpose of being like that. I think it doesn't seems like a good way. Just trying to find somebody to... Sorry. Be more considerate, independent, and mature bit, my friend. :)

promise

I promise, I'll try my best to keep it. I hope it won't be a broken promise, for you, as well as for myself. I hope to be a trustworthy person. I don't hope to repeat my mistake again, which really made me regret lotz. I really learnt from my mistake. Sorry, can't tell you. So yours, is safe to keep with me also. Don't worry. :) 'You are a good friend of mine.' This statement is really funny! Don't trust me so much, you might regret. XP Haha. Honestly, yesterday's conversation really made me laugh a lot. haha. XD I can't really sure all those words are true anot, but at least now, I consider as true, I mean what you told me yesterday. Btw, really thanks for trusting me. I like the feeling of being trusted by others. So I'll try my best not to disappointing you. :) I think I'll say all those words maybe cause I'm sympathy toward you? Don't know. Anything. But I really consider you as my friend. Trying be sincere...

对手

其实,我一直都在寻找斗嘴对手。 斗嘴,是以开玩笑并轻松的方式斗嘴。并非真的有找碴的意思。 而我认为斗嘴的最高境界呢,就是不管把话说得多难听,可能有时听起来会很伤人,但对方都会清楚明了彼此绝对没有要伤害彼此的意思,只是其中一种的沟通方式。过后还是可以很愉快轻松的继续话题。那么两个人应该会很有默契。至少现在的我是这么想的。 以前我想过你有可能成为我的对手,因为我们曾经能肆无忌惮的开着玩笑。但随着时间的流逝,渐渐生疏。对话也变得循规蹈矩。气氛变了。 如果,没有如果。 有些人仅仅只是为了排解寂寞而寻找解闷对象。仅仅只是彼此的解闷对象。绝对是。 仅仅如此。没有例外。只是选择之一,并非唯一。画好界线。 当生活充满了别的事物,彼此什么都不会是。

对不起

不欺骗,不伪装。 假象背后的真相,可以很伤人。 若继续下去,只会加深对你愧疚罢了。 我只能说,真的很抱歉,真心诚意的对不起。愧疚。 然而,相信我,我依然真心诚意珍惜你,朋友。

30.07.2011

今天,他们来我们家煮饭!XD 过程蛮有趣的!=D 代圣炒的肉很好吃!煮完吃完后,他们负责善后。dylan抹地不错干净一下。XD 感觉上算是庆祝上完了lecture class。=D But too bad, 琪琪不在。=( 家里明显冷清了很多。 少了她的歌声和笑声,没人陪我一起high,讲真的有点……显? Haha. Miss her sooooo muchhhh now! =P 玩了几天,真的应该读书了。final就要来了!ARGHHHHH……=S JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!;D

everything

考完maths test 2了!yeah! =D 所以今天就要很relax的上网,顺便记录一下最近发生的事与感想? Erm.第一件事…… 话说我身边其中的一个朋友成为了我们班上的红人!XD 很多异性都喜欢找他chat,甚至不友善还poke他!memang tak boleh tahan! > < 又高,又帅,又厉害读书——这是人家对他的印象。XD 但也的确,他人很好啦。所以说,我们SSI的男生都算是很优良的。这是我对他们的最高赞扬!哈哈。XD 现在我们跟他们那么好,经常一起吃饭,打羽毛球,甚至出去玩,应该会成为大家的公敌吧!下次要小心留意一下那些人是否都带着充满敌意的眼光看我们!XD Okay.下一件事,很长的一个故事。 我发现他变了。看人的眼神变得不再和此前一样,一种很可怕,令人畏惧的眼神。也不再像是一开始认识的他,我想就因为那件事,他变了。开始时,大家可以一起玩,一起笑,但现在,不再和从前一样。我想他心里已经不平衡了。当所有人都在说着他的不是,有多么讨厌他时,我反而开始同情起他来。因为,我仿佛从他身上看到了你的影子。只是,他选择的方式是过于极端的方式,有点无可救药的方式。有时我想这会不会是因为家庭关系,被过度保护,造就那异于常人的思想,并不是很正确的思想。想得到更多人的注意,但却用错了方式,一个令人不喜欢的方式。突然觉得他好像未必是真的喜欢她,觉得他可能只是要证明自己比别人有能力,但依然是用错了方式。如果有机会,我真的很想很毫不留情的告诉他一切的一切。如果是因为没有人告诉他这是不大正确的思想他才这样,或许过后他会变回和从前一样。但如果说他依然故我,那就真的是无可救药了。我说到做到。就因为,毕竟我们是朋友。我不想看到另一个她。 你,给我截然不同的印象。谢谢你的帮忙。你依然再等ta吗?当大家讨论这话题时,当别人都在为你感到不值时,我沉默不语,就因为我真的没立场帮你说话,对不起,就因为我也是不赞同的其中一个。只能说,这种事很难判断谁对谁错,只能说爱一个人未必会得到相同的回报。所以,还是不要轻易把心交给别人,要耐心的等到最好,最对的人。:D 最近听了很多OCC philosophy,觉得有些很有道理。其实一开始我觉得他思想奇怪,但现在却发现他原来很有自己的一套想法,用我们不常用的角度,逻辑,再加上想象力看待某些事。 ‘两个人走...

有些甜,淡而持久♥

我把手机wallpaper换成了我们的合照♥ 我想说,我真的很想很想你们!真的恨不得现在马上是sem break,马上就能见到你们,我的bff!;D 我回JB时一定要出来meet,okay? MUST! NO MATTER HOW! =D So demanding. =P 到时无论是什么活动都好,就是一定要见到面。而且一定要天南地北聊得痛快! 我期待。;D Love lotz always,my bff♥

Hot and Spicy

That's how they describe about the 'chatting' session! haha. XD okay,所谓的hot and spicy,就是爆料! =P Dylan这个人,真的是吃软不吃硬。XD 玩完牌,精彩的部分,hot and spicy才正式开始。;D 从半夜十二点聊到早上五点,shiok!XD 真的很庆幸我,eleen,dylan还有daisheng都是ssi的,所以现在两家人的感情才会比较好,比起其他组的jpa housemates。=D 昨天真的很精彩!希望我们大家的感情能够越来越融洽!;D

Crazy Outing Day! =D

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okay!首先,我想说我这几天超slack的! 昨天,去times square,shopping了一整天。因为是vivian的生日,所以这次的活动也算是帮她庆祝生日。;D 买了一件RM60的衣服。所以快要破产了。o.O 今天,和dylan他们一起去jusco balakong。去greenbox唱歌!dylan唱得真的很卖力,歌声也不错,感觉上会是个很好唱歌的kaki!哈哈!XD terance和siang chyi姐弟俩合唱也很好,感觉上最常唱的应该就是我,嘉雯,湘琪,dylan和terance!haha.XD terance superb funny. shiang yi's voice not bad also. choo finally said something! The conversation between dylan and the taxi driver on the way back from jusco was really funny and sampat! The uncle said dylan is handsome and nice guy! he LOVE him so much! haha.XD okay. i know this post is really random. cause too much of things happened. and i superb lazy to type out. anyway, all of these will be in my mind. ;D So conclu is.... Have a great outing with jiawen,siang chyi,vivian,eleen,dylan,daisheng,terance,shiang yi and choo.haha.XD There're so many of cute people around me! ;D And i really need to save money liao.lol group photo in greenbox! =D

17.07.2011

有些话,在对的时候说,对的时候听到,特别有感觉。 即使那句话再怎么普通,平凡,但在需要时听到,就显得特别有意义。 哪怕只是简单的一个字或一个表情。 所以我很感谢!;D 今天的 Bio group竟然掀起了一场‘辩论会’,JPA vs non-JPA students. WOW! Non-jpa students埋怨因为我们害他们的考试变得那么难。 说真的,其实对他们,我也觉得蛮愧疚的。感觉上好像真的是因为有我们在题目才会set到酱难。=S 但其实我们也真的不想的,考到这么难的题目,我其实也做得很有挫折感的……D: 我想说,我真的不是很喜欢‘JPA SCHOLARS’或是‘GENIUS’这个称号,因为我真的没有很聪明,很厉害!真的!而且我觉得我的人生一直再退步中。D: 突然发现其实很多的JPA scholars其实也还蛮厌倦这样的生活。也的确,这样的生活有多少人会喜欢?!睡觉,起来,上课,吃午餐,放学,做功课,吃晚餐,上网,读书,睡觉。天天重复同样的东西,天天要担心成绩,谁不sien wor?== 但真正的恶梦,其实才要开始。 2nd semester, is really like.... HELL! Bio, Chemistry, calculus, computing, malaysian studies 还有最致命的…… IELTS! 之前还在庆幸再也不用拿英文了,因为我的英文真的是……cacat到可以。== 现在,美梦破灭!== 还有,最要命的还是放在每个星期六上课!真的不要回家了咯。=( 看一看,下一个sem的subjects,全都是又闷又难读的科目。我想我下一个sem很快就会疯掉了。== 所以如果在学校看到我变得有点疯疯癫癫,请救我吧!哈哈!XD 祝大家好运吧!;D

读书的目的?

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今天突然有感而发,问了housemates们一个问题: 为什么你们要那么努力读书?为金钱?名利?梦想?或其他目的? 她们先是给了我个充满问号的表情,然后就开始认真思考起来,说这个问题值得深思。 结果,她们都很一致的告诉我,读书,好像就只是为了考试。 为什么读书就只是为了考试罢了?那人的梦想与目标呢?难道我们就只是像只无头苍蝇,盲目地过着日子吗?那如果没有考试,生活企不是会变得很荒唐?!我想真的会是。 也许,这就是社会教会我们的道理?只有努力读书,考好成绩,并拥有高学历才是成功的人? 看到有些朋友真的很清楚自己要的是什么,不顾成功与否,都拼命努力地朝着梦想勇往直前。我真的打从心里的佩服,真的。有些理想和思想就是可以那么cool,欣赏你们!加油!真心祝你们能成功达成你们的理想!;D 最近我很努力的想,到底什么是我的人生目标。也该为自己设定些目标了吧。但我相信许多jpa scholars们也发现了这里的生活有多么的……总而言之,读书,考好成绩,似乎成为了我们人生的主要,也是唯一目标? 继续加油吧!;D

靠自己

今天突然想到一个在小学纪念册里的一句'famous quote': 靠山山会倒, 靠水水会流。 靠人靠不住, 不如靠自己。 这一个在小学时认为无聊并再平凡不过的留言,现在反而认为这是句再真实不过的至理名言。小学的我们竟然就能领悟出这番大道理?!不错!XD 当你对别人好时,你不能期待别人会以同样的方式对待回你。你不能期待些什么,也不该期待些什么。除非真的让你遇到了愿意为你掏心掏肺,也值得让你掏心掏肺的人。 小学和中学已经让你遇到了最好的人,并有幸能成为知己,你该知足了。你们应该知道你们是谁吧?!;P 谢谢你们! <3 =) 路遥知马力,日久见人心。 靠自己,尤其在重要时刻,永远是最实在的方式。因为自己永远会是自己最忠实的朋友,永远都不可能背叛自己。

No life?

When there's seems like NO LIFE, try to get 'A LIFE', and also 'ALIVE' from no life. =D Live on 3H- PLAY HARD, LAUGH HARD, STUDY HARD! ;D

时间

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时间可以改变很多事物。 转眼间来这已经有了一个多月,是快还是慢呢? Dylan: 'when i come back jb, i feel like i never left this place b4. i feel like everything happened in ucsi is just a dream. really leh. i really felt so. hahaha.' Me: 'Hahaha. then you need to dream for five more years!' 如果这是一场梦,这梦也未必太长,太stress了吧。 如果这真的是场梦,我想快点醒。 还有五年,五年要捱。 随着时间的流逝,想家的心情不如想象中的随之变淡,反而是日益增加。应该还需等到八月尾sem break才能回了吧。haiz~加油吧! 其实也很担心和朋友间的友谊也会随着时间的流逝而变淡。这是我最不希望看到的改变,却又是最常看到的改变。回JB时,是时候找他们出来聚一聚啦!;D 一天当中,最怕零时零分。一天的终结,也是另一天新的开始。短暂的睡眠后,又得面对一堆未知数与新的挑战。依然还是一句:加油吧! 有人告诉我:‘现在的你其实还蛮外向的,以前的你看起来比较内向。’ 应该说认识我之前和认识我过后你会发现我的不同?还是说我改变了?还是这就是原本的我? 我想说,中学毕业后的我,曾告诉自己要改变。我想以不同的生活方式来体验不同的人生阶段,慢慢的摸索哪种生活模式最适合我,至少以后的我不会有遗憾,感慨自己错过了些什么。 小学,可以说过得多姿多彩,也体验到了很多不平凡的经验。 中学,可以说过得很平凡,体会到人生中平淡却又平稳的感觉。 大学的我,未知数。现在的我,只知道stress。 JPA的生活,我想说其实只是表面风光,我们内心的压力和这的生活,只有我们自己知。 我只能说,我很努力的change for the better。我希望这会是一个好的转变。 8.30pm了,明天还有prob test 2,星期六有maths mid term,下星期有bio & prob mid term。每个老师都把这次test的问题说到有多难就有难,有多恐怖就有多恐怖。 BCOM lecturer: I'm sorry th...

JPA

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JPA 为有些人实现梦想的同时,也令不少人的梦想破灭。 对那些拿到真正心目中理想的科系,又有金钱问题的人,JPA无疑是实现理想的最佳途径。无需担心前面的路该怎么走,因为有人已经替你安排好了一切,你就只需朝着一个目标——一直保持好成绩,一直向前冲就行了。 然而,对那些原本想要当律师或牙医,却被派到其他科系的人来说,这无疑是摧毁他们理想的一条路。父母当然都希望孩子拿奖学金升学,因为这笔教育费,毕竟不是笔小数目。面对金钱,家人和一堆未知数,接受JPA奖学金好像成为了唯一一条路,摧毁原本理想,热忱的一条路。 JPA好或不好?只能说很压力。以前,读书和成绩,是对自己的责任。考好或不好,都不大需要对任何人负责,因为都是自己的。而且一次考不好,并不会有太大的影响。但现在,感觉上读书和成绩并不再只是是对自己的责任罢了,而是背负了对家人,国家还有‘金钱’的责任,包袱也因此变重。常担心:‘若成绩没有保持在3.5以上,该怎么办?如果无法如期在五年内完成学业,怎么办?’ 感觉上若没达到3.5的成绩,就好像只有三个字形容这后果——死定了。 没有第二次机会,没有商量的余地,也是只有三个字——YOU ARE OUT! 唉~ 然而,我依然庆幸我能拿到JPA!祝我能在这五年内顺顺利利,以不错的成绩完成学业!我期待穿上毕业袍,带四方帽的那一刻!!=D

If

If we're always be in the same school and even same class, will there any changes happened between us? Yes, I think we'll be closer friend. I trust. Is there any chances for us to be in the same school again? Unknown. Even yes, we won't be close friend like before also. Time flies, and our friendship also flies. I cherish you, our friendship. Thanks for being my friend, and giving me so much of sweet memories. Our memories. I appreciate. Sincerely. However, if, is just if'.

20.06.2011

不知怎么的,现在的我就只想待在房里,毫无表情的看着电脑,完成我应该要完成的事。 发现我最近facebook很少update status。是对周遭事物的领悟变少了,还是选择保持沉默? 然而,对blog的update却越来越频密。发现我连续写了很多天的blog。有点在写每天的summary? 写blog时我总会很小心,希望我的housemates不会知道我有写blog,感觉好像很偷偷摸摸。但很不小心的,还是被发现了。== 当我housemates知道我有写blog后,就说写blog就是要给别人看的,问我为什么要写得那么鬼鬼祟祟。其实我也不知道为什么,我并不是很想让周遭的人都知道我有写blog。因为我想这是唯一我可以保留一丝‘隐私’和想法的地方,虽然我在这也未必会很坦白,因为有些秘密依然得藏在心里才是最安全的。我极力守着我隐私的最后一道防线。 有一个朋友A算是在明恋另一个朋友B。A的facebook写得很明显,很张扬。从来没想过A会写出‘这般’话。难道他不怕事情说得那么明了以后见面会尴尬吗?I doubt. 日子还长得很呢!只能说你还真是大胆。 我的BFF,我想你们! 很多作业和家务等着我去完成。怎么样不想做,依然还是得做。加油吧!=D

17.06.2011

明天要考moral mid term和maths了,我竟然还在这打blog?唉…… 不想读书,只想上网。虽然我很需要再复习过。== 不好意思,我发现我最近的blog每篇都一定会提到‘考试’,太stress了。== 明天,就暂时自由啦!=D 今天,在听housemates分享些事。 喜欢就要主动去追?我只能说,大胆。 我,能斩钉截铁地说,我,绝对不会做出这种事来。== 请原谅我的自私。我永远都觉得被爱比爱人幸福。我永远都不会想得到连朋友都做不成的结果。 但依然衷心祝福我的朋友都能找到属于自己的幸福。;D 有些人的blog就是可以那么好看。 惆怅。 天天update吧!;D

16.06.2011

Got my Bio result already. Not bad for me. At least I'm really satisfied with it. Keep the effort! Extremely tired today. Slept for 1 hour. Cooked porridge for dinner. Taste not bad. Thanks Alisa for bringing so many 'hao liao' every single week for us! And also Eleen, Vivian, Jia Wen, Siang Chyi, for cooking together! =D Vivian and Jia Wen always laugh at me. They said I'm funny. But I really don't think so. Am I really a funny person? Nope i think.== Laughing non-stop again. ;D Everyone is studying now. Except me. Extremely lazy girl. XP Message. =) Your name appeared in my conversation. You're really bright. 欣赏有才华的人。有才华的人都很有气质,很cool,很美,很帅。;D

Hello JB! =D

我,又回到了我最熟悉,最爱的JB了!=D 感觉良好。家,依然是最棒的! 每一个角落,都好! 又累积了一次搭巴士的经历。愉快的经验。=D 我,突然有个灵感,想把我每次的搭巴上的心得都写下来,做个记录。 因为我和嘉雯,vivian约定好要坐完所有不同巴士公司的巴士。 不错的idea。 就来当个‘评论员’?但其实只是单纯地想体验不同的‘坐巴士’经验? 要写,但不是今天。=P 今天的quiz,okay吧。 感觉有点stress过头,应该是因为受了周遭环境的影响。 probability,不应该是这样的。 今天只是暖身而已,下个星期才是恶梦的开始。 星期三,bio quiz。bio,我的死穴。campbell,看到都怕。惨。 星期六,maths quiz,moral mid term test。 maths,希望顶得住。只是我所有的练习和tutorial碰都没碰到。 moral。一大堆哲理,比sejarah还死。才上没多久就mid term test?晕。 依然,祝我好运吧!jiayou,aza aza fighting! 是时候了,读书! 虽然这是现在的我最不想做的事。有什么办法,3.5。 竟然很有耐心地从头看到尾,果然很有文艺气息。外表与智慧兼具。欣赏你!=D

9.6.2011

明天将会在UCSI第一次考quiz,probability quiz。 觉得没什么准备到,就很懒惰准备。== 祝我好运吧! 希望可以考满分!(虽然我知道不可能。==) 这是第三个礼拜了,不错。 这段时间笑很多,谢谢你们!让我不至于感到那么sesat。 希望能继续一起疯,一起笑,一起考到好成绩,一起达到共同的理想!aza aza fighting!=D 喜欢你的主题,文章,很文艺。lol. 感谢你的粗心大意。虽然我觉得这一切和你并不是很搭。 明天又回家了!还没pack,还是很懒惰。 总之,我人生中最失败的因素肯定是懒惰! 不可以,要加油!不可以再这样继续下去了!加油! aza aza fighting!

I MISS SSI and FRIENDS! ='(

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Seriously, I MISS SSI BADLY !!! ='( I miss the school environment, the teachers (some are just like my friends XD), and the most important things is... MY DEAR FRIENDS ! T.T I really miss ssi friends alots wey. ='( Even thought there are some sad or pecet incidents happened in my secondary school life, but, secondary life is still the best! Being together with best friends, chit chat all the day, singing, study and pia together at the last minute of the exam, eating and having tuition together.... huh, making me so sad now. ='( Feeling sad when I saw there are some gathering that I can't attend, but I hope to attend. Feeling sad when I saw all the form 6 friends having fun in some activities but I can't involve in the activities, and share their happiness. But I don't think they will remember me. =( Feeling sad when my best friends are not around me when doing some activities, even thought i know that I'm not the only one who having the same feeling....

Brand New Life - UCSI

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23.05.2011 One of the most important day in my life. My first day in UCSI. UCSI. Not as big as I imagine before. The most tiring things is WALKING! Arghhhh!!!! Need to walk a lots! Long distance somemore. Really tiring. Sienz. =.= Even though staying near the school, but quite a far distance to school also. For me lah. =.= Yesterday morning still thought that we had to attend the bio lab lesson. Woke up early in the morning, and went to school to find lab D&E. Walking from block A to C, went to every floor in block C, still can't find the lab D&E. In the end, a person said you all need to attend the lecturer class 1st before the lab and tutorial class. Ishhhhh!!! They should told us earlier. Wasting our time to sleep, and the most important things is - walk until super tired! =.= Attended our 1st moral lesson. Sienz loh. Cause don't have the note, feel like very sesat and tersisih. =.=  And need to do assignment a...

JPA

Erm... JPA result was out on last friday. But that time I was busy to chat with others after the result was out, so quite lazy to update here. == Really thanks so much, i was given a scholarship. I think I'm glad? Don't know, it's complicated. But I think so. It helps me to fulfil my dream, no need to worry anymore. So, I should be glad and be thankful! Really thanks very much! =D Going kl on this friday. Oh, I get UCSI. Pharmacy course. This saturday register, after that will start my brand new college life. Luckily, I know somebody who get the same course and college as me. At least I have friends already, better than alone right? Should be glad! Eleen, dylan, dai sheng, chei ming and vivian. Quite many right? So I keep telling myself no need to worry so much. Everything will be alright, everything will be alright! Will never forget Pra U 1 Science 3! Short but sweet. All the best everyone! Get the best result for STPM and have a bright future later! ...

11.05.2011

What's about third day in school? Orientation ended. ( Actually I can't feel that there was any orientation? lol. =.= ) Know what's our class and who is our form teacher. Luckily, is Pn Khoo. =) Guess. There's how many person in my class? .... .... Answer is... 12 person only! lol. So I think that we should never worry about our ranking in class during exam, cause we all sure will in top 12! haha. XD And the most important things is... 10 of us are from SSI! 1 is from SAB, and another one is from Sri Rahman i think? And most of us are waiting for JPA. So what would happened to the number of students in our class after the JPA result coming out? Nobody will know. XD But I think form 6 life is really busy and stressful. I seriously feel that. Need to active in so many activities and score excellent result in STPM, form 6 life's really tough! However, I think I begin to love my class now, cause most of them are my friends! I doubt if I...

Form 6 Orientation

Orientation,就是去学校玩的一天咯!XP 学校还真是吝啬,只给我们玩一天,星期四就要上课了。=S 我们的ice breaking呢,我觉得一点都不像ice breaking。==  因为七个组员中,有六个都是ssi的,根本全部都认识的嘛!XP 今天,应该不错吧。只是到最后只想到六个字形容今天 - 又累又脏又伤。=.= 第一个游戏:手勾着手,一起站起来。这个okay! 第二个游戏:报纸接起来做成一个像坦克车的形状?全部组员一起在里面走。这个其实蛮好玩的啦,大家分工合作一起完成任务。不错,我们还拿到第二名。;D 第三个游戏:比手划脚。这个嘛,就蛮轻松好笑的啦。XD 这前面的都只是‘开胃菜’,‘好戏’还在后头呢。=.= 接下来的游戏,我都觉得很‘奇怪’和gurly? 第四个:全部组员坐着手勾手围一圈,然后一起移去后面。结果叻,我感觉我整个过程都被拖着走。==  就算背后很痛了还是要继续,一个字 - 惨!==  结果手肘和背后都被擦伤了,伤痕累累?XD 过后,就玩脸粘绿豆的游戏?我也不会形容,只知道很gurly。== 接着就是想办法咬到放在额头的饼干。这个应该有点脏? 然后,就是脚踏在纸皮走,很难形容。但那个还不错。=) 之后,同手同脚,蛮累吧。但也不错。 最后,就是玩面粉,就变到很脏咯。但蛮好玩的啦!XP 所以,玩游戏就是要看你抱着什么心态。最重要的是要enjoy!;D

9.5.2011

I passed my jpj test already! Yeah!!!! I'm really very very happy! I'm officially a legal driver now! =D I CAN DRIVE ON ROAD NOW! ;D Had chance to talk with some 'friends'? But I forgot to ask their name. =S Chat with few girls. Busy sharing our experiences on driving. There was one funny foon yew guys. His jpj pegawai just got down from car when he was just sitting on seat. And he was just playing and singing in car. Really funny! Haha. But I guess he'll pass. XD Today registered for Form 6 also. Really few people went for form 6! 40 something only. lol. Sincerely, I prefer my old classmates! But I hope I won't stay in ssi for too long. I want to get jpa scholarship and say bye bye to ssi asap! Please fulfil my dreams! ;D

Bye!

Today. My last day for working. yeah! =D No special feeling. lol. Just saying bye bye! =) So, my holiday is officially start now! Wee~  ;D Take a rest. A long long way is still awaiting for me! Jiayou and good luck! =D

Erm....

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Finally, I didn't get matriks. LOL. Actually, I really very disappointed with the result. Erm... But what can i say now? Sad? Unfair? Unlucky? Nothing will change the result. The only things that I can do now is just... Accept it ( with a bitter smile? lol ) But I'll really try hard to accept the reality. I could see my future : go back my LOVELY SSI and study form 6, then end up with college. I'll accept it with a smile, not a bitter smile, but with positive attitude. I trust that I can do it! And I'll surely do it! Jiayou!

了解

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了解,谈何容易? 想要了解别人,很难 ; 想要了解自己,更难 。 昨天的自己,觉得自己已经完全了解自己的心态,抱着她认为最正确的观念看待所有事物;但今天的自己却可能因经历了一些事件,或旁观了某些事件,而开始怀疑她之前的观点。 人都是很矛盾的 。 有时虽然你并不是很喜欢那个人,但却得对她好,是因为什么呢?是真心?同情?还是你只是依照你所认知的世界,说这样做才是正确的,为了不犯错而照做呢?还是那个人对你有利用价值?还是只为了不会感到寂寞?为了不得罪人?为了不破坏别人对你的印象?为了顾及面子?钻牛角尖。=.= 有时你认为对的事,你一直以来所坚持的理想,到最后你可能会发现事实与你所坚持的有所出入,开始怀疑自己,越来越迷惘,感觉自己越来越不了解自己。 经常思考,虽然思考后未必会有答案,但总能领悟些什么。 人总会成长,每天都会接触到不同的事物,观念也会每天不断的改变,相信没有人会一成不变吧。 所以说, 每个人都会改变 。 只是变好还是变坏,这就因人而异。 我也相信没有什么是会永远不变的,就算有永远的感情,却也可能变淡,但也有可能越来越好啦。就算再好的朋友与恋人,彼此心里都有保留一些对方不知道的事。 所以呢, 没人能彻底了解某人 。最多只能说:‘我对她了解很深。’ 自寻烦恼。 总而言之, 了解,很难 。

JPA Interview

What should I say about it?? Erm... Overall, it's just... Not really okay I think. @@ Let's talk about my interview! Flash back.... 1.15pm, reached UTM hall, and saw mok! Then went into the wrong hall, can't find the place for interview. Nobody knew where's the place. After that, just follow 1 of the 'friend' (not really know her, but we both 'lost' together in the UTM hall! XD) and reached the place for interview. Met with Zhi Huey! Really surprising cause we were in the same group! Really felt lucky and happy. Searching my name on a board and signed. At the same time, I found that Yin Xin was in the same group with me also! We're all in panel 2! My group consists of 5 people, 3 chinese, 1 pretty malay and 1 indian girl. That means all the chinese girls in my group (including me) are from Foon Yew(2) ! Hurray for FY2! Really super lucky! Cause we all know each other although I never have a chance to talk with Yin Xin in primary school before. But ...

Especially for laogong - Ye Han♥

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Harlooo!!! 生日快乐 ,雨涵老公! ♥ 这就是我想给你的surprise! XD  虽然并没有很surprise 啦,但这篇文章是特别 为了你 而写的哦!还是希望你笑纳啊!=D 首先,最重要的还是祝你生日大快乐啊!很抱歉,因为不能在今天或提前帮你庆生!真的很sorry! Sorry!!!! =( 但放心,一定会帮你庆祝的! 一定 要一起出去庆祝,ok?只是真的很抱歉,要拖到那么迟。sorry! =( Erm... Form 2真的很幸运能和你同班,并能相识相知, 有你这么好的一位 好友 和 老公 !相识这四年多来的‘历史’,希望这些回忆已深深刻在彼此心中!永远温存。 生日啰!又长大一岁啰!千万别用老,因为我们还年轻嘛!=D 18岁了,要更懂事了,知道吗? (好像妈妈的口吻哦!=P) 尽量学习时时保持 乐观 的心态,没有事情可以把你打倒的!人生路上总会遇到挫折,伤心在所难免,但可别伤心太久啊!大哭一场后就要快快爬起来,大步跨过那些障碍。我相信你一定可以的,因为你脚那么长,没问题的啦!XD  我也再学习,我们 一起努力 ,ok?永远支持你! 遇到伤心或烦人的事,想找人倾诉,随时欢迎来烦我!虽然我未必能给你很好的建议,但重点是什么你知道吗?这项服务是FOC,完全 免费 的!看!很好吧!几划算一下!=P 有什么事都可以share share一下嘛! 一人一半,感情不散 !=D 今天是你的大日子!一定要很 happy ,知道吗?不对,应该要每天都happy,但今天要 特别happy,特别high !=D 还有很对不起,如果我以前或最近说了一些听了令你不开心的话,希望你多多 原谅 ,我不是有心滴!=S 真的真的很抱歉,对不起, sorry !=(  你就大人有大量,原谅小的,ok?sorry!=( 要好好照顾身体ok?身体健康很重要!我说过我不相信有什么事是永远不变的,但相信我,与你之间的友谊,是我想维系 一辈子 的情谊。 谢谢你 一直以来的 照顾 与 包容 ,在此致以一兆万分的谢意!能认识你,是我的 荣幸与幸福 ! 珍惜 ~ Best Friend and best couple always!!! You rockxx, I rockxx, WE ROCKXXX! =D Love yo...

SPM result and 1st time driving!

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SSI SPM 2010 STRAIGHT A STUDENTS! HAH! Yesterday SPM result FINALLY coming out! Waiting for soooo long already! My heart was pounding so fast after I heard Bernice's name! Finally, thanks a lotz for calling out my name! I can't imagine if the person didn't call out my name. I know I surely won't cry, maybe really will be very disappointed. Especially when you saw most of your friends got straight A. Sad. But luckily the result didn't disappoint me. My hand was trembling til I can't even write my name properly! =P Erm. Quite ok i think. Satisfied with it! But, human is always being so greedy, always hope for the better one! Hope to get 1 more A+, then I think it'll be easier for me to apply JPA. But I really don't like to be interviewed even I hope to get it so much! If can get straight A+ then it'll be totally PERFECT! Greedy! haha. XD Satisfied with my BC result, even thought before that I hope it'll be an A+ after received my pre-test res...

jay . account

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Erm.. Actually the main purpose of writing this post is cause of..... JAY!!! <3                       superrrr duperrrrrr cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!! <3 Loveeee it so much!!!! haha. so need to put it in my blog. =D Erm... And I really worry about my account result. Don't know why. Suddenly the feeling of worry came back again! =(  Damn scare, damn worry. =( Everyone said it had passed ad. Worry also no use liao. I know. Really know. But, it's a complicated feeling. And I know it's really very very important for me. It's not a monthly test, UPSR or PMR, it's SPM ! The most important test in one's life. And the result will be with me FOREVER ! So how can i feel like nothing happened, don't ever bother about the outcome?! I had put lotz of effort in this subject, did the most exercises as I can compare to other subjects, how can i treat nothing had happened and...

夜的第七章—周杰伦

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在晚上写着第七篇文章,就命名为夜的第七章吧!就来写一写为什么我那么喜欢周杰伦吧!哈哈!=D                 1 .多才多艺 !毋庸置疑!这是我最欣赏他的地方!<3 从通晓各种乐器,尤其钢琴,到写歌,编曲,唱歌,演戏,当导演,到主持……十八般武艺样样齐全!而且还做到很棒!令人佩服得五体投地!=D 有些人很喜欢批评他。说他唱歌含糊不清。天啊!又没人叫你给予评价,喜欢就给予称赞,不喜欢也请你听完后静静走到一旁!没人要你批评!如果换你唱可能还会五音不全叻…XP 乐器方面,通晓钢琴,大提琴,小提琴,吉他还有很多很多!超厉害! 曾为许多艺人,包括自己编写过无数脍炙人口的歌曲,成为许多大牌歌手邀歌的对象。所以他是超大牌!=D 至于演戏方面,曾演出头文字D,满城尽带黄金甲,青蜂侠等电影。 在现今华文乐坛能有如此多才艺全集一身的人也只有周杰伦一人!能身兼如此多才艺,而且还能做到那么好,所以称他为 亚洲华文乐坛第一天王 一点都不为过!难怪我那么欣赏他!=D 2. 重友情 他对待朋友,真的是用心交友,情义相挺。圈内有不少真正的好友。房祖名,小猪,俊杰等等…处处尽量不遗余力地帮助朋友,提拔新人。南拳妈妈,袁咏琳,浪花兄弟等都是他极力提拔的新人。有时做某些事,不是为了自己,而是纯粹为了朋友。这样的人实在难得,令人感动!若是能当他的朋友,真的是超幸福的事!<3 3. 孝顺 这点众所周知。他真的很孝顺家人,尤其是对妈妈。以妈妈的名字《叶惠美》命名为专辑名称,写了那么多例如《听妈妈的话》,《外婆》等歌曲。是大众的最佳楷模!=D 4. 有爱心 他总是默默地做善事,从不到处宣扬。当别人向外公布说将捐助多少多少钱做善事,他总是第一时间低调的以实际行动帮忙那些有需要的人,或是低调地探访那些病童。这种默默行善的行为才是真正的有爱心,值得令人敬佩的精神! 5. 自信 或许对有些人来说,他的自信可能看在某些人眼里是自满。但就算是,他也是有资格的!因为他就是有真本事!对自己的音乐有信心,才能创作出更好的音乐。有些人会说周杰伦有什么好,但都不得不承认他很有才华。“自信是他绘画的颜料!”=D 6 .谦虚 ...

幸福。笑容

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好像很久没有写些东西了…… 有时是懒惰,有时是不方便。== 前些时候心情没那么好,但最近心情不错。=D 最近发现我和奈特同天生日!超开心!哈哈…XD 突然发现原来幸福的感觉真的能传染别人。而我就是那个被传染的人。XD 看着别人幸福真挚的笑容,你也能自然打从心底的微笑,仿佛你也能体会到他那打从心里的快乐。那种感觉真的很幸福。<3 所以现在的我很努力的牢记那些能让我感到幸福的笑容,然后时不时就回想一下,这能让我心情好起来并继续微笑。=D 我也会回想一些甜蜜的回忆,这也能令人感到幸福。  Vanness Wu in Autumn's Concerto  看下一站幸福,喜欢吴建豪的笑容。看了令人很幸福。=) 突然发现我所喜欢的戏都是因为我喜欢他们的笑容,而那些笑容往往都能令我感到幸福。 1.浪漫满屋:喜欢rain和宋慧乔可爱的关系和幸福的笑容与画面。  Full House by Rain and Song Hye Gyo  2.一枝梅:喜欢李准基每个笑容。很真挚。很可爱。  Lee Joon Ki in Iljimae   3.绝对男友:速水茂虎道(奈特)的笑容简直是超棒!每当他笑,我也会像被他传染酱,跟着他一起笑。很像傻瓜一样。== 当然,哭也哭得超惨的!><  Hayami Mokomichi in Absolute Boyfriend. He has the same birthday with me! =D  我想我会喜欢这些戏都是因为它能带给我笑容,幸福的感受。 也发现我喜欢的男艺人多数都是单眼皮的耶! 谁说双眼皮才好看?单眼皮也可以很帅很可爱!=D 最后我想说,最近的我很知足,很幸福~ 我希望这份幸福能一直延续下去~<3  

上工初体验,囧 ==

今天是我人生中第一次正式做工。== sien ah...actually i din prepare lotz loh.== 早上九点半开始做工,那时只有老板。 一开始,就教我一大堆,害我听到头gong gong。== 原来photostat machine蛮难用的,还要调色调size,很多steps的leh。== 到现在还是有点confused。。。@@ 今天学会了binding和use paper cutter。=D 不大敢帮别人laminate叻…怕弄坏别人的东西。=S 傍晚时,老板娘来了。 我还以为老板娘是个很随便的人,哪知一来就先给我来个员工守则。== 问我感想,客人来了要怎样。 然后开始那三大原则: 一,要时时保持亲切的笑容,不管心情有多坏,都不能让坏情绪影响你。要时时与顾客亲切的交谈,让他们以后还会再来。 二,要有信心。不要紧张或怕。要敢。== 三,做错事要讲,不要静静不出声。错了可以教,就怕你做错却静静不出声,以后难跟客人交代。“知错能改,善莫大焉。”超记得这句的。== 其实感觉上还没很辛苦吧!但老板娘这些话让人有些压力。== RM700,还要做这么多工。== 我也顶多是做两个月就和你们sayonara了!XD 希望我撑得到两个月,如果不,一个月就跟他们bye bye!XD 好像有点不负责任hor? 希望不会啦…… 祝我工作顺利,愉快!加油!=D *我用了很多==,因为现在的心情就是==

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011! 时间过得好快哦,现在已经是2011了! 还是2010的时候,这几个礼拜应该算忙。 24/12-27/12:去trip!=D 其实说真的,第一和二天还好而已。可以说心情普通罢了。 第三天在genting就比较high咯~=D 或许是因为我第一次进对我来说很新的outdoor theme park。对别人来说已经超旧了。== 每一样玩的东西都是我第一次玩,所以很开心!=D 那天真的有很多第一次! 也或许是大家一起玩的缘故吧!总之,很棒!<3 本来打算晚上不要睡玩通宵的,但等到最后还是跑回去睡。=.= 我知道她好像不怎么开心,但我实在不懂要怎么安慰人,sorry。=( 总而言之,对我来说,这依然是很好的回忆。=D 31/12:countdown party at jian wei's house! 也就是昨天。18岁咯!== 还蛮high的吧!玩游戏,喝酒…喝不多,没醉!XD 倒数完,就去pub。但好像才进去一下子,pub就要关了,所以没什么。== 去完pub,就去mamak档!从那开始聊天… 凌晨三点多,回到nie家,继续聊! 不是普通的聊,而是聊通宵~<3 一起share很多事…很开心大家都如此信任对方,愿意无条件,一起分享所有。幸福~=D 从那里,对有些人的印象真的是彻底改观。还有很多的心里话… 觉得男生都爱搞暧昧……== 对我来说,真正爱一个人是一种感觉,而不是选择性的爱。 如果没有很爱一个人,请别搞暧昧,玩弄别人的感情。 如果没很爱,请别说出口或给对方任何承诺。 如果只是为了爱而爱,抱歉,我觉得这种人真的很(摇头)。 一聊就聊到早上六点多,吃早餐+冲凉,七点多继续讲到早上八点才睡! 我第一次整晚没睡,强!=D 我是睡得最少的那个!XD 我真的觉得大家这种卸下心房来无所不聊,而且还是讲出自己心中的秘密的感觉真的很棒! 我喜欢那种有被信任的感觉!=D 你若信任我,我也就会信任你。 若你有所保留,那我也守口如瓶。 哪天我们也能像这样真正的聊心事呢?